That worked.

Ok. Now that I know that first post worked, and now that I know how to publish my posts, I think Im on the right track!

I kinda like the idea of a blog. I have always been one to write down my feelings. So I would start a diary or journal. But of course, being a single mother, I found it hard to find time each day writting about my feelings or the events of the day. I can type a heck of a lot faster then I can write. So I figured I would give it a try.

I noticed a few bloggers put photos up on there entry...can anyone tell me how to do that? lol

So a bit about myself. Im 24 years old (soon to be 25..in April) I am a single mother of a 3 year old boy. He is my world and my life. He does see his father, every other weekends and a for a few hours during the week. As much as I love him, I do need that time to myself every now and then. Its a little relaxing break when he goes with his dad. I have time to clean my house, scrapbook, visit with friends without running after a lil trouble maker lol. But in the end he is totally worth it. He will be starting JK in Sept. Time flies. It just seems like yesterday he was born.

Im dating a guy who is in school to be a mechanic. Hes is definitly a funny boy. Always craking jokes. Never seems to take anything seriously. Now here is the delema. I am 24, turning 25. He is 19, turning 20. When I first met him I thought wow, how cute is he? but with the age difference I knew nothing would ever happen cause it would be too weird. But then I saw him playing with my son and omg it just made my heart melt. I found out a couple of months later that he liked me, and we started dating. He really is a great guy. And he isnt like most 19 year olds, who only wants to party and have a good time. He has goals, and hes not big into partying.

We have been together 8 months. I have fallen in love with him. Altho we havent said the "L" word to each other yet. I dont want to be the one to say it first. What if he doesnt feel the same way about me? And I make an ass of myself saying it? Or what if he does love me, but hes just too shy to say anything. Hes not the most romantic. That I can tell you. He doesnt like to show any affection in public, and he hasnt even told me how he feels about me. I mean obviously he likes me or we wouldnt have been together for the last 8 months...but its just starting to get to me. I wanna know where I stand with him.

Any suggestions on how to bring up the topic, without scaring him away?